So basically you have no idea what your boyfriend looks like?

I have a basic idea. He's about my height, dark hair, skinny, chin kind of pointy, dark eyes. He's not a big stick figure with a question mark for a face. And not being able to remember what the face looks like isn't the same as not being able to assess the face for attractiveness in the first place. If I were dating a horribly ugly fucktroll, I might forget how horrible he was when I wasn't looking at him, but I'd be viciously reminded all over again every time I saw him.